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Tonight my heart is heavy & sore. Like a giant fresh bruise really. All the words running through it are un words. in words. dis words.

Inadequate.

Insecure.

Incapable.

Insignificant.

Ill-equipped.

Discouraged.

Disconnected.

Disillusioned.

Disjointed.

Unappreciated.

Uncomfortable.

Unable. to. breathe.

Unwilling.

Unimaginable.

Unloved.

Unworthy.

Tonight I really am searching for Grace. Looking for ful words. I'm just too tired to look in the right place right now.

I don't want to write such self-absorbed trash, but I needed to say it to someone tonight.

(inappropriate)